A sparkle in my eye. How did it get there?

Yesterday Lady and I had a wonderful evening in sharing and spanking. The whole day we felt the tension, being not at home we could not fulfil our desire, but it made us smile a lot. Like we write often over here, for us it is not a punishment and all our spankings are erotic and that is the way it works for us. In the afternoon I asked Lady something where I started whit a remark about counting. She looked at me and said that 20 times would be very nice! So I looked to her and asked something about 20 each side or 20 with every implement… so we smiled a lot! While buying some food on a counter she looked at me and I started to make counting signals with my hands above my head. I didn’t stop at 20 but went on to 40 or 50… and she smiled so nice.

In the evening we took the time to get rest and relax a little because for some reason this whole year has been rather busy. So taking rest together was nice. While I walked the dogs Lady decided the dress up very nicely.. after that we took the wine to our room and laid on the bed, talking and sharing feelings and emotions about whatever came in our minds. It was a nice and cosy moment… and sometimes we spoke about serious things, still we felt a little of our longing coming trough… To tease there was a little implement already on the bed.

After speaking together we hold each other for a while, caressing in the warmth of being together. Then I decided that I really liked to spank her, I turned her on her stomach and with al her (very nice and sexy) clothes on, I started to spank her. My hand on her neck and to be honest? I did start to spank her rather serious.

Our mood was right for it! From the first hit I was feeling that this was special, a moment where all our feelings came together and I was brave enough to spank her, and she loved the feeling in her. For some reason she was even teasing me. On her stomach, her buttock nicely visible I attached her arms to a spreader bar. Again I went to her bums and went on with the spanking. A sigh of release, tension in her body, the first orgasm of the night. It was the pain of the spanking, our sharing which made her come. Every time this happens I am still in wonder of how it is possible that this erotic spanking does so much with me.

There where times that I didn’t allowed my “sadistic” part of me to exist. Now it is feeling so good to let it go and see how much this does for Lady. Yes it helps that I trust her to give the feedback that if I am to hard, that she will tell me. In our feeling I spanker her hard… First bare handed and when I saw gush after gush I took the spreader bar and extended it… she told me that I was 20 times a jerk! It help me to loose so more inhibitions and the spanking went on. I took a small leather “hand” and I know that she likes it, even tough it is very new. There is a “softer” side and a plain leather one. Kind as I am I started with the buckskin side. A nice gloom on her bottom! For fun I started to count for a moment but I stopped because it didn’t give anything extra. I just wanted to spank her, seeing her dance, the orgasms raging trough her body, the gush when she has a squirting orgasm.

Never in my life I spanked so hard, I went to the leather side of the paddle and really gave it. (Yes I am still proud!) Her bottom was so red (this time not rose!) Still I went on I asked her to stand up and bend over a chair. She did, and I took another paddle, and noticed that her reactions changed. She was really warmed up! I took a thin cane and was wandering when I saw nearly no reaction after the first stroke. In our feeling I know how she likes the cane and because it al felt so good, I dare to use the cane harder and harder till a saw a big gush flowing from her. Her body was trembling and I decided to give her some rest. I took her in my arms (I know she likes that also.) And held her there for a moment, kissing together, holding and afterwards I carried her to bed.

On the bed she was on her back and drew away her clothing, to see her breasts. Not only seeing but also touching. To show how I felt I started with a thin cane on her breast! I told her that I would look to her whilst caning and only saying this made her come. I went from her right to her left breast forth and back. She nearly could hold her breath… so I let her for a while and took another implement. It is in fact a thing to help you put on your shoes (I’m not native English, sorry that I do not know how it is called.) It is shaped as a cane, with on the and a curved chrome-metal plate to hold between your heel and the shoe. But? We use it for spanking! The cold metal on her nipple made her come again and again.

“Go on  your knees.”  And with a little moan she did. I felt that she liked it and hated it to go back on her knees. When she felt the metal on her still very red bottom she was glad that it was used over there also. Stroke after stroke I spanked her. Harder than I ever did before. Over and over I saw her drop deeper into her world. The metal cooling her bottom and making it more warm at the same time. Slowly I went closer to her thighs. I know that she is very sensitive over there and only moving that way euhhhh…. Both we where horny. I asked her or I still was a jerk, I wasn’t anymore!!!

Again on her back I made her open her legs wide and just held the metal to her pussy… Maybe I was a jerk after all. Shivers went al over here, no need to do other things, I held one hand of her… When her body stopped trembling a little I looked to her and gave the first stroke… she closed her legs… I looked to her and asked her to open her legs and keep them open if possible. She is so brave and without ropes or bars she kept her legs open and gave me room to spank her most vulnerable part, again and again… As a reward I decided to spank her bottom for a little moment. Not wanting her to turn again I lifted her legs to uncover her bottom. Seeing that redness made me smile (when we will achieve that redness again I promise we will make pictures of it for the readers over here… and as I memory for ourselves.)

With her legs pulled up and her bottom reachable I for the last time of the night spanked her bottom al over… and when I let her legs go her body opened them for a last spanking of her womanhood… where after I kissed her… feeling our warmth in our trust… pain in lust and certainly in love… the love we made afterwards.

© Magic

Lady wrote on her log about how a evening we shared had a very big impact. Ho hard it was to get back by our feelings and the trust in our body’s and even the trust in what we share. Thinking back it seems that it was for a part initiated by all the feelings and emotions that day, but that wasn’t it al… However, after the drawing back in our self, we know and admit that it is allowed to be insecure, it is ok to feel the mistrust in a body after it let down in such a moment. So there was no pressure in that way.

Finding the way back isn’t always that easy, but I see how we came back together, in talking, sometimes without words, in feeling the emotion in the other, in sitting together on the cough, in holding each other in bed… embraced without expectation.. knowing that our love is the most important that we share!

In days we felt also the hunger in our body’s, I could admit it earlier than Lady, and to be honest it was hard for me to let know that I longed for our sharing, because of not putting pressure on her, giving love and time. But not letting know my feelings is not being honest to each other… so hard and when I told her, she said that she was jealous that it was there in me and she could not found her way back… We gave it rest and shared our love and I know I am very glad that we share a lot more than spanking alone…

Time heals… Is it al okay already? We are finding our way back. Our love is strong and we know what we have and share. A few days again I took of a day of, and we could have the time together, starting the day with no, not with coffee and croissants…  

A hand in her neck, turning her on her stomach… a soft moan while she was still half asleep. What to do? I know for sure that Lady does know that it is alright to say that she does not want it. One hand on her bottom, the other in her neck I pushed her down on the bed, and with the hand on her bottom I started to spank her..

To be honest? I felt that she liked it, and even in some was longing but also there was some hesitation in both of us. “Are you alright?” I asked, and she nodded that she was. I saw the first shivering in here body, hands that flexed…  The first wave on the shore. A sigh came from my lips, I was so happy for her and also for us.

Slowly I went on. No rushing, just being we travelled carefully into our world.. slowly and caressing. (Is that a contradiction?) Spanking and caressing, taking care, all at the same time. In being there we took our time… and building the confidence to go further, seeing and feeling that the orgasms became deeper and more intense… After a while I spanked her for the first time on her labia, and till my surprise I felt a gush over my hand.. the trust gave more… I asked her to go on her knees… 

Seeing this beauty before me was so nice and it felt so good to share again… Seeing her bare buttock, her wet womanhood, just seeing her makes me glad. Again spanking her felt so good and after the first squirting orgasm it felt as a hesitation was withdrawn.  Feeling more confident we both went on, I spanked her a little harder, Lady able to give herself, feelings… After the first gush there was room for more and I loved to give her that sensation… I even used an implement, a original wooden ruler. I know that it is special for her! After a few taps I started to spank her with the ruler and her body reacted so special… trust was coming back, orgasms raged trough her body and I saw the very special expression on her face…

For the rest of the day? Yes there where coffee and croissants afterwards… we made love, more then once. We where teasing again.. loving each other… and being glad about our first steps, feeling that even in this time we where able to connect again… till in the night we fell asleep again in each others arms

© Magic

With your leash around your neck I threw the lead of it on your back. It is long enough to get to your bottom and even between your legs, There is was still more then a little sensitive so the first time I smacked you over there with the lead I saw you tremble from deep within. So after a few hits a saw that again you where on the edge. I smacked even more serious! It seemed like breaking down…the way your body embraced the feelings and went into another orgasm…. I think you stood there long enough…

Back to the bed we went. I told you to go on your knees, with your head facing the pillows.  On your knees I started to spank you. Sometimes we use implements, but we always can appreciate an good barehanded spanking. I saw that the rose was already fading away a little, and because I thought about spanking you also with a cane, I warned you up again. (Yes, it was also heart-warming for me!) I went and came back with a cane, this time not our favourite but an ordinary cane with a very hard bite and very stinging. “Do you want this?” You nodded that you where ready and still longing. In the nodding you made clear that you liked me to be firm. Tap, tap and a moment rest. The first whack with the cane. Time stood still for a moment. Al energy was drawn to the moment and the feeling. Two small taps and again a serious Whack! After the taps to know what and where you lifted your bottom in the moment that you knew that the cane would hit you. For a moment after the impact I held the cane on the spot where it had hit you. In your reaction when I released the pressure I could notice an other sort of pain, again it gave you something, it helped you to feel the lust.. A little quicker and harder I kept hitting your bottom with the cane. I told you that I would go down your bottom, starting from the top of your bottom and ending on your thighs. There where no tapping before. Each  time I whacked you was a strong hit. To help you I increased the pace. The dance was getting more intense.. I told you that I would look  at you as you where having an orgasm. I did! So nice to see, but I didn’t forget to go on. In the same pace I went on, starting again on the top of your bottom and again the dance became more deed, more severe, more intense… Nearly at your thighs, you exploded in an unbelievable orgasm…

After that I took you in my arms… told you how special you are. Even in giving and taking the pain we could feel  how special it al is!

There was more afterwards… but some things need not to be told…

© Magic

You where standing so nice, bend over the chair, still wearing your rose thong. In feeling how vulnerable you are, I knew that the reactions on a spanking would become even heavier and deeper than I saw in the part before. You know that I like to watch, so I took one candle (And yes, there was one moment I thought to let it drip a drop of wax on you.) With the candle behind you on the floor I had a nice view on your bottom and again I started to spank you… With one hand on your neck I still wiggled you a little to made you feel the clamps during the spanking.  The disadvantage is that in that moment I am not able to look as closely to your bottom as I like… so when I noticed that you where close to an orgasm, I let go of your neck and went more behind you. Behind you I watched and again saw the thong get darker, it was not with drops that you came, but a solid stream of squirt… To see it even more and better I pulled the thong aside to see your lovely pussy. I started to spank again, now the other half as before. For some reason it is nice for you as I keep the spanking on one half… If I change and change over and over again you lose concentration somehow. So… on one half… a steady pace and rather severe in power, you dancing, me with a big smile on my face.

You’re breathing changed, and I bowed to have a good look… I know I am that jerk and sometimes mean, but when you came I increased the impact on your bottom and it is every time a wonder to see how your body is able to react on that. The first gush was already much, but the harder spanking made you come more intense.  Still I saw the longing in your body, I had no idea how many times you already came, but that doesn’t matter… I could see you wanted more and even harder. I pulled the halves of your bottom open and smacked you straight between them. You where a little jumpy and in that moving I saw your breasts move harder, the weights went from left to right. Smack! The curve in your body was a marvel to see… After a few hits you where moaning, your body trembled so nice and as an explosion your orgasm took over. I stopped spanking for a moment and held you because I was afraid you would faint. I know I was harsh, but I felt that was the way to go this evening. After that I decided that I had seen the tong enough… I would to see you naked.. so there went the tong and after undoing you from the thong I spread your legs further…

There you stood, your legs rather wide and with the candle still behind you it was nice to see you that way, again the expectation in the way you stood there. . . I decided to make it even harder for you, but that decision was easy to make, somehow the feeling between us was giving the signals to do so. So I took the wooden spoon and started to spank you on your labia. I know that it is very serious for you and the dance was nice, deep and involving everything in you. I didn’t cuddle you like I often do, it was just the wooden spoon between your legs. Just you wandering in your world of feelings, not feeling alone but being overwhelmed by all the feelings in this sharing.  Maybe it is strange to write so about feelings in one of the harder parts of this spanking, but I think just those feelings makes those spankings possible.  The dance so deep told me that you would come soon and I went on, small hits maybe, but you moved al sides, I kept hitting you… even in your orgasm witch started really out of your toes, I kept going on. In my mind I heard you say that I was really a jerk but GO ON! Which I did with love! Over and over, slowly covering all of your pussy except for your clit, I know how sensitive that is. But further? On and on, the waves kept going over you, taking you with them. I never felt alone because just in these moments I am aware of how much we are able to share without speaking or other forms of the normal communication. Still and silent you asked for more and yes I was proud to give it to you. I told you the next orgasm would be the last for a moment, and you really gave it al! Your muscles start to contract, and the squirting was heavy… I hold you… caressed you, and feeling so proud I went to the case with “implements” and took out the leash. I tightened it around your neck…

End of part 3

© Magic

We smiled to each other, this is a way of teasing we both like, it even makes us longing more and shows what direction we want to go. “You are not telling me what to do!” I know she is a bright and smart Lady, but sometimes she likes to prove that she isn’t. But hey, I like to be a jerk sometimes

This moment I became that jerk and helped you turning on your stomach but decided in the process that I liked you with your buttock higher, so I put you on your knees. I did not tell that you literally asked for it, but started to spank around the rose thong. To be honest, I like to see you come, and after a fuck you are  even more sensitive. Because of the colour I would like to see on your bottom, I hit the same area over and over. I think that the feeling was different with other times where I use mostly one complete half of your bottom in the spanking. But this way I saw the changing of the colour rapidly. In the same time where I was spanking and spanking (and watching of course!!!) I saw you go deeper and deeper, your hands changing position, changing tension and when I grabbed your left hand, put it also on the bed and gave it a few hits it brought you over the edge. Still I went on and from that orgasm you rolled on in the next where you started to squirt heavily. You know how I like to see that! I saw the changing of the colour of the tong because of the wetness of your squirting an immediate I knew that I had to spank some more to get your bums in the same colour as the thong. Even in your orgasm I kept on spanking, I know that it is a little mean for you, but it makes you also very horny!

I walked around the bed and started to spank the other half. It was nice to see one rose half, a darker rose thong and a virgin white other half of your bum (I think we have to do this once again and make some pictures to show what I mean.) To let you know that I was on the other side, I first gave you one hit. The shivering went trough you… The longing from that side to feel the spanking, the expectation of what was to come. There you felt on the same spot where I gave the first slap my hand again. With a steady pace I spanked you, really hitting you! Your body is so beautiful in the dance, and I saw the dance getting deeper and deeper. I know that when I spank you in a slow pace it is not bringing you to an orgasm quickly, very slowly the depth is increasing, each time you only are getting a little closer. When I saw that you nearly exploded I gladly started to spank you in a higher pace and that made you come in a different way. I saw the first gush of squirt coming out you, and in that moment I pulled the tong aside to see more. When the squirting decreased I increased the spanking again and without hesitation your body reacted with a much bigger gush… I felt the smile on my face, just in the beauty of being there with you…

I kept on spanking, teasing, playing with your body. I went before you and I think that you expected that I liked you to give me a blowjob. But instead I raised you to an upright position, grabbed for a breast, held one hand under and around it, and started to spank your breast. When I came close to the nipple I saw the changing in the expression on your face. For a moment I saw raw pain, but when I came closer and hit the nipple the pain went away, it felt that you where smiling and it almost felt like a radiation in the dark, candle lit room. For a moment you stopped breathing, Slap! A fading moment of pain and lust again, slap, pain going into lust. Slap! Even no pain more, but lust raging through your body. Slap again! Again! No pain but when I hit the nipple a few times after each other you came closer to me, bending your body forward in tension. Again I touched your nipple and I felt you falling, falling in a depth in witch I couldn’t follow you… I held you close to me to comfort you… With al little pain I kept you in your world of “rest in pain and lust”

After that I hold you for a moment and cuddled you, I needed the rest also, because of al the emotion we shared in that moment. We rocked our body’s in a slow movement, resembling your dance. After a while I was afraid that you would cool down to much, so I took you to the chair near the heating and made you bend over the chair… This time the expecting smile was on my face. I know that in this position you are so vulnerable and in that feeling somehow more sensitive. This moment I decided that some extra implements could be nice, so I took a pair of clamps with weights attached to them and a wooden spoon… You standing bend over the chair made it easy to place to clamps on your already very sensitive nipples… With the first clamp I heard you drawn in some extra air, and then slowly releasing it again. The other clamp came on the other nipple, and also in this feeling I saw you dancing… I “helped” you a little, made your breasts move more, wiggling them forth and sideways… the dancing in your feeling showing so much… and no, still it wasn’t over…

End of part 2

© Magic