Lady wrote on her log about how a evening we shared had a very big impact. Ho hard it was to get back by our feelings and the trust in our body’s and even the trust in what we share. Thinking back it seems that it was for a part initiated by all the feelings and emotions that day, but that wasn’t it al… However, after the drawing back in our self, we know and admit that it is allowed to be insecure, it is ok to feel the mistrust in a body after it let down in such a moment. So there was no pressure in that way.

Finding the way back isn’t always that easy, but I see how we came back together, in talking, sometimes without words, in feeling the emotion in the other, in sitting together on the cough, in holding each other in bed… embraced without expectation.. knowing that our love is the most important that we share!

In days we felt also the hunger in our body’s, I could admit it earlier than Lady, and to be honest it was hard for me to let know that I longed for our sharing, because of not putting pressure on her, giving love and time. But not letting know my feelings is not being honest to each other… so hard and when I told her, she said that she was jealous that it was there in me and she could not found her way back… We gave it rest and shared our love and I know I am very glad that we share a lot more than spanking alone…

Time heals… Is it al okay already? We are finding our way back. Our love is strong and we know what we have and share. A few days again I took of a day of, and we could have the time together, starting the day with no, not with coffee and croissants…  

A hand in her neck, turning her on her stomach… a soft moan while she was still half asleep. What to do? I know for sure that Lady does know that it is alright to say that she does not want it. One hand on her bottom, the other in her neck I pushed her down on the bed, and with the hand on her bottom I started to spank her..

To be honest? I felt that she liked it, and even in some was longing but also there was some hesitation in both of us. “Are you alright?” I asked, and she nodded that she was. I saw the first shivering in here body, hands that flexed…  The first wave on the shore. A sigh came from my lips, I was so happy for her and also for us.

Slowly I went on. No rushing, just being we travelled carefully into our world.. slowly and caressing. (Is that a contradiction?) Spanking and caressing, taking care, all at the same time. In being there we took our time… and building the confidence to go further, seeing and feeling that the orgasms became deeper and more intense… After a while I spanked her for the first time on her labia, and till my surprise I felt a gush over my hand.. the trust gave more… I asked her to go on her knees… 

Seeing this beauty before me was so nice and it felt so good to share again… Seeing her bare buttock, her wet womanhood, just seeing her makes me glad. Again spanking her felt so good and after the first squirting orgasm it felt as a hesitation was withdrawn.  Feeling more confident we both went on, I spanked her a little harder, Lady able to give herself, feelings… After the first gush there was room for more and I loved to give her that sensation… I even used an implement, a original wooden ruler. I know that it is special for her! After a few taps I started to spank her with the ruler and her body reacted so special… trust was coming back, orgasms raged trough her body and I saw the very special expression on her face…

For the rest of the day? Yes there where coffee and croissants afterwards… we made love, more then once. We where teasing again.. loving each other… and being glad about our first steps, feeling that even in this time we where able to connect again… till in the night we fell asleep again in each others arms

© Magic