Yesterday I wrote about longing, longing to share with Lady. I also wrote about trust, the confidence that the feeling was to come again… and yes, it did!Yesterday evening, after doing some things in the house and watching a movie on the television, we both went to our computers. We drank something and ended with a glass of wine. After the wine I switched of the computer… Where Lady did the same…

Upstairs I lit the candles and brushed my teeth. After undressing myself Lady came upstairs and undressed also, after which she started to brush her teeth. That beautiful women, standing with her back in my direction, her face towards the mirror. I went behind her and put my arms around her… whilst she was still brushing her teeth. Softly I rubbed her back, hips, bottom, stomach and breasts… She flushed away the last water and I kept holding her… still from behind and put one hand rather firm on her breast, the other wrapped around her body, our naked bodies touching on many places…

As a sigh of relief… that is the reaction I felt in her body. I turned Lady around, I could see that it was strange for her… she was dreaming in her world and turning her brought her back to now. After turning I kissed her… and I felt her go back to her dream and world instantly. Because the first touch was on her breast, I decided to tease her there first. Not holding her breast, I spanked it with my bare hand. With one hand I held her breast and with the other I spanked it… For a moment she looked in my eyes and what we shared in that glance was enough to be “not that kind to her…”

Her breast firmly in my hand, slapping it with the other, I pushed her legs wider with my leg. Just to hear her grumble a little… Knowing that it changed the tension in her body, it would also change the way she experienced the spanking of her breast and the orgasm witch followed out of that. I like to see her body in such a moment… After her first orgasm we looked again in each others eyes, and feeling that it was good, I went on… and started spanking the other breast. Even in the spanking we kissed…

After a while I turned Lady around and made her bend forward with her hands on the bed. “Do you like to be spanked?” She agreed so nice and I started barehanded. We tease each other with the color of her string and if it is possible to match her bottom with the string. Now there was no string, but the color of her behind changed quickly! Sometimes I am careful with my hands so then I use an implement. This time I used a wooden board for cutting bread.. I know that wood “feels” different from leather or metal. Feeling the wood on her bottom, I saw her go into the next wave… again and again. Blush.. the only withdraw from the wood? It made a lot of noise! So, to keep it by wood I replaced it for a wooden spoon… and we had a wonderful spanking…

When I drove to work this morning, I felt the afterglow of being together… and a warm smile went over my face.

It is quit over here. Yes, there has been some spanking, also in the last weeks, but somehow there is not that much room, opportunity and, I think most important, Lady has lost the connection to that part of herself a little.

I wrote several times that our spanking is never in the form of discipline, but always because we like it, and it is for us very erotic, a form of making love in the spanking. Also there is a part where the needs of the masochistic part are fulfilled, even as the sadistic part in my may enjoy the moments very deeply.

Is everything lost? I don’t think so… this is ”just one of these moments” We both feel the trust in the comeback of our feelings, we both miss them, I know I even are more jumpy then normal…

Last week I wrote an email to Lady just to express my longing to a moment of sharing and being together… This morning she asked me of it is all right to show it to you… Of course that’s ok for me…

I wish you al warm and tender moments, fulfilling and enjoyable…
Magic