It is quit over here. Yes, there has been some spanking, also in the last weeks, but somehow there is not that much room, opportunity and, I think most important, Lady has lost the connection to that part of herself a little.

I wrote several times that our spanking is never in the form of discipline, but always because we like it, and it is for us very erotic, a form of making love in the spanking. Also there is a part where the needs of the masochistic part are fulfilled, even as the sadistic part in my may enjoy the moments very deeply.

Is everything lost? I don’t think so… this is ”just one of these moments” We both feel the trust in the comeback of our feelings, we both miss them, I know I even are more jumpy then normal…

Last week I wrote an email to Lady just to express my longing to a moment of sharing and being together… This morning she asked me of it is all right to show it to you… Of course that’s ok for me…

I wish you al warm and tender moments, fulfilling and enjoyable…
Magic

Dear readers, even after our very, very special night from last week, there is silence again, as well on the blog of Lady, as on this blog. So, I like to explain a little about our relative silence.

First, Is it good between Lady and me? Yes! It is very good between us, our partnership is evolving to all sides and does not only consist of our erotic spanking and D/s relationship, but we are becoming partners al the way. In our first postings we stated that we do not live together. Since a short while, we changed that! (Thanks for your congratulations!) And from now on we live together in one house and share all our evenings and nights together! Of course this will ask for some adaptation from both sides But, it feels so good, being together.

In spite of the good things are there also many other things which keep us busy and very emotional involved. These things are important and take us sometimes away from the beautiful part about what we write on our blogs.

So, I hope you are not concerned about the (spanking) relationship we have and you can trust us that in time there will be more to read and watch from us on our blogs. Thanks for your patience,

Magic

Like you al see it is quiet these days, not that much to read…

Maybe some of you red on the blog of Lady that it is not that easy these days. No, there is nothing wrong between Lady and me, and even the last month there has been some moments where we shared a spanking and that was good and even helped  us.
 
The relation with Lady is special in many ways. In this relation it is  where spanking fell in its place. Even though I was already in BDSM, spanking was not my part in that way. Now there is a different feeling, the moments of spanking have given me a dept in sharing that is beyond my imagination. I know that the way our spanking is very much erotic. Sometimes we use it in a moment of BDSM, sometimes it is a spanking really because of the joy of the spanking. Now spanking is a part of me what really has given me more…
 
Why the silence now? There has been serious things which had a big impact on Lady and me.. We have seen and experienced pain in a way we do not like and what made me feel very small. In this moment feelings are in another perspective and I hope that in time I can find the security and the good feeling where it is nice enough to write a nice story or experience about spanking… a story nice for you to read and nice for me to write
 
Thanks for you’re patience and take care!
I hope you al know how important health is…

Magic

So. I wrote a lot of (I hope you think) nice stories about Lady and me, the beautiful moments we share and of course the spankings (and more) I give to her. Is then always everything possible? At this moment I have to admit that I am human.

Yesterday was a nice day, time for Lady and me and yes, she have had the last days I think at least one spanking a day. Also yesterday evening, just after the coffee she was teasing and teasing. I gave her a spanking, I love to give and she likes to get and afterwards there was still a promise in the air…

Then we watched a movie, and something in me happened. The movie was about a small city and how the reacting is to someone how is not adapting to they’re way. The power of the bureaucrats and religion, and the small, but more touching dramas of personal abuse from a woman by her man. The pain what seeing this move gave took away the lust and longing in some way. The longing to Lady still was there, but I was not able to connect with the sadistic part in me, and felt that giving a spanking or being together in a D/s way would hurt me to much, I had to cross a boundary…

We talked a lot after while, I longed so much for Lady, and yet there was a moment of not being able to connect in that part… Even a spanker is human.

This morning I brought her the usual sunday-morning-coffee and while she was asleep, I gave her a little massage… she didn’t really wake up… the coffee still beside’s the bed.

© Magic

Honest enough? So I can tell you that even spankers can get jumpy! These days were busy, and I have to work also. Not being together every day, and both needed a time of rest when we saw each other, is now breaking up.  

Lady wrote a few days ago a nice blog about late-night-talk-about-things-i-desire, of course I have to give her an answer! I hope that Lady will know that my longings for her are very big… I like to be with her and share a nice moment with some serious spanking and a making love together. What is wrong with a nice fuck afterwards or during the spanking?

Dear Lady,

Do you know that I like your blog a lot! This one made me smile al the way. I Almost saw your face and the expression in your eyes the moment you where behind the computer writing this. The glance and sparkle in your eye, the pulling up of one corner of your lovely mouth one eyebrow a little higher then the other one. I am rather sure what would have happened if we where together yesterday evening! 

But do we tease each other? I don’t think so, You are teasing me all the time, I am always gentle en behaving nicely. So the thinks you wrote about yourself, I agree seriously, the other way, me teasing you? I don’t think so! Although I agree that I will admit that there a moments where I very gentle try to show you that there is a urge and heavy longing for a moment of spanking. I even recall a moment on MSN yesterday where I made a little clear to you what I liked to do. I also know that I wrote something very stupid when you where teasing me a little. “Ok, when I enter the house, I will give you a kiss and then will go the couch and wait in great expectation!”  I am sure that this will be very hard for me cause sitting on the couch (while in my memory recalling the times that you where standing behind it ;-)) will be hard because I like to touch you… I know also the way I like to tough you.. Firm hands on your bottom!

There a some very thoughtful moments in your blog, especially where you see the light and admit that there is a real bad longing.. (If you are that honest, I had such a moment during our talk on MSN!) Is it really necessary to be rewarded for being that honest? Then I can tell you a little secret, there is still another reward in the jar ;-)! Last week you’re results on your study where exceptional high and I am not sure that I gave you a proper way of my appreciation about that. If you are very lucky you get both rewards and some more just because we both like it!

Still I have a comment to make! I never told you that I should count to 100! That is something you made op in your own mind. I just started counting and spanking on several parts of your beautiful body. It seemed so obvious that 100 is such a point where you stop counting that I decided to stop a little before. But if you really want to know or this man and dominant is able to spank and count to 100 (or even more) at the same time, you may ask for it… you never know what it will bring you! 

Then there is another sentence where I would give my opinion about: “Does this blog means that I am a brat who likes to provoke Magic? No. Yes.” I think you stated it very correctly, you are not a brat but likes to provoke a lot, mostly in teasing me. Seeing a blog of you is one big tease and is a very nice way of asking of I will take you over me knee, make your bottom bare, except for a nice thong. (Which I probably will steal afterwards ;-)) Then I will let you feel the warmth of my hand… and the other things that will happen after that. Being in our world en feelings I hope your dream was nice… and made you long for the real experience even more!

Yours, Magic (With a smile on his face!)